Catching up is hard

Now Playing: Minecraft, should play P3P too

Now Watching: One Piece

Maybe it's just cause I've changed and become a much more emotional person, but I'm annoyed at myself for continuously disappearing from C3. It's not the only site I do it to, I have li'l communities of friends here and there and I worry that one day it's gonna be too hard to keep in contact with all of them - I feel like I'm growing distant from a lot of people lately, there are people on C3, Facebook and other sites that I used to talk to tons and would like to talk to more again.

But I guess life's just like that-

I'm still a pretty insecure person and I guess I keep a lot of my internet lives kind of separate from each other, maybe it's because I'm worried of being judged for what is and isn't going on in my life in various aspects.. idk.

I've been a pretty crappy mod and staff member too. I did get distracted with Uni and personal dramas.. but now I'm just plain lazy and I feel like there's so much catching up to do. I want to, and yet I also want to spend less time online in general to focus on making myself a stronger person; but I also want to write here. I've probably missed a lot of big opportunities as a C3 writer over the last year or so due to my general lack of attention and I feel kind of bad for it.

I have a different mindset to how I used to in many ways, I still have a bit of a Nintendo bias which is obvious, but sometimes I just wonder if I'm welcome around these parts anymore I guess. Smilie

I'm so out of the loop I'm not really sure how to get back in.

But ahh, if anyone feels like catching up with ol' SL sometime feel free to add my new MSN since my old one got.. totally swamped with people I don't really know.
sonicisfast@live.co.uk Smilie

Friendly and awkward neighbourhood SuperLink signing out Smilie

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IkeFE on 14.06.2012 at 21:24#1

Didn't quite take you for someone out of the loop. You seem to be well known and liked as far as I can tell. I know I'm new and all but I don't really see what you're talking about, being out of the loop. I honestly don't know if there is a "loop". :p

But anyway, I don't think there's much to being a mod here. There's not a lot of bad apples around or naughty things mods have to... mod. Point is you have real life and that ALWAYS comes first no matter what. It's as simple as that. Smilie

Phoenom on 14.06.2012 at 23:15#2

Yeah, there aren't really a lot of posters here that need the wrath of the Modders, sadly it's mostly spam you guys have to deal with now (me as well to an extent Smilie ).

I haven't really lived up to my staff title since I got it, so I suck far more than you. Smilie

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SuperLink on 17.06.2012 at 11:48#3

Phoenixus said:
I haven't really lived up to my staff title since I got it, so I suck far more than you.

Pshaw at least you've done some, I've seen your handy work here and there Smilie

I've only done a couple of reviews and written for an article or two and I used to do a lot of news too.
Doing more work-oriented stuff is maybe something I should get used to.. Smilie