Robsy's Blog

Mixed emotion

Today, I got these

Recent happenings...

Recently got Pokemon Pearl, as many will know. Not played it much the last few days, but I'm sure I'll get into it. It's a shame so many twerps also play it, the GTS is riddled with requests for legendaries... damn 'legies'.

Also playing Mario Strikers a fair bit, getting better and better at it... got to the Striker Cup final yesterday, only to be mullered 3-0 by Bowser. Fook. Changed my squad to Mario - Hammer Bro. - Koopa - Dry Bones. Koopa is a great utility player, and also scores more than Birdo did... go figure.

Music-wise, it's been good recently. Recent purchases/downloads/freebies include:

Editors
Interpol
Arctic Monkeys
Aphex Twin
Modest Mouse
Michael Jackson
and...

...Rihanna. Sorry. But I love it. It's a good song. Ssh.

AND! Going to my first real gig this year as well! Interpol at Alexandra Palace, London, on November 29th! I come to love Interpol recently ('Stella Was A Diver And She Was Always Down' is a beautiful song... it's also allegedly about fellatio), so naturally, I just can't wait for that. Vickee, my lifelong friend who dropped out of college to work at HMV (work in music has to start somewhere), and I have promised each other to go, and I will be ordering the tickets next week!

Also get a well-deserved holiday to Spain very soon. Off work as well, which is lovely. Drinking age is 14, lots ofhot totti out there, it's going to be a good three weeks .

And 2nd year college... well I love English (surrounded my women who seem to love me for my cheesy humour... got four numbers just two weeks into the course), and Media because my teacher plays drums and likes Kill Bill, but dislike Politics. The course seems interesting (and much easier than last year... :sarcy, but I know nobody in there and they all seem humourless. At least I might be able to learn stuff this year though rather than faffing about constantly.

Love,
Rob.

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I bought a game for the first time in ages yesterday. Lego Star Wars II: The Original Trilogy. I'm a nerd about Star Wars, and I own an Xbox 360, so it all went hand in hand. The main attraction was the image of Darth Vader with tits on the back of the case, but once playing the game, this isn't that stunning anymore.

You can use a lightsaber. Which deflects lasers. And it works so well. And it's amazing. Well worth the

Slightly depresed/annoyed.

Urgh! This is the longest holiday I've got now until I retire when I old. And it's been shit, to be honest. We didn't go on holiday, all my friends have gone (and still are, in most cases), so I've been bored out of my mind at home.

I got a job recently, working in The Entertainer toyshop in Basingstoke. I actually hate it. I work 8:45 - 6:15 and it's teribble. Everyone there is really really thick (you know, the type who buy 'heat' and 'Closer', and I'm just like "wtf?"), and the hours just drag on. I've also got no money to go to town out of work hours, because the bus company now charges

Should I feel guilty?

So my ex-girlfriend is going out with some nob from my year who I absolutley cannot stand. He's a sleazy twat, he only asked her out because she was drunk and knew she'd say yes with alcohol glasses. I hate him, and for the few days after I found out I wouldn't talk to her, and gave him an earful of abuse when he rang me up asking to come out.

Yeah, I still love my ex, like I have done for the last six or so years, I havn't had any other girlfriend other than here in that time period. Like I said before, I wasn't talking to her, until yesterday when I saw her on the bus coming back from town while I was at the bottle bank doing the glass. I text her and said do you want to meet up, and she agreed, so went out about ten minutes later.

It was a bit akward at first, she wouldn't look at me in the face, probably because whenever we look at each other we smile. We talked about her boyfriend for a bit, then other stuff, when she became more confident like she used to. She then talked about how she wasn't sure of her new boyfriend, saying it was akward with him when they were out Monday night, and he apparently called her fat (!), which I flipped at. We talked and joked around some more, and then she suddenly went quiet and wouldn't talk. I asked her what was wrong and she said that she was thinking thoughts that she shouldn't be thinking.

After a bit more bugging, she finally admitted that she had an urge to kiss me, but didn't want to because she had a boyfriend (even though she doesn't really like him already). We stood there for a while, just hugging each other, and then when she was about to leave I kiised her on the cheek, and then it kind of turned into...well, you know.

We were there for another 45 minutes just doing that, then I walked her home and she said she was confused and needed to think about things. I feel guilty for letting her kiss me, but enjoy the pleasure of knowing that if her boyfriend ever found out he'd be devastated (though I agreed we wouldn't talk about it).

I text her multiple times last night, asking if she was alright about it all, but no response... I dunno if she likes me, but I'm almost certain she's going to dump her boyfriend. She going on holiday tonight anyhoo, so that should give her time to think...

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