After jumping between a wide variation of jobs (all from cleaning toilets to butching) for some time now without really knowing what it is that I want to do I decided to pick up where I left off before that.
I'm studying to become a psychologist!
Yes, I will become a brainwasher, nyahaha. Aiming to get into college this autum, and for the first time in my life I look forward to school.
I've also started my project of fixing an art studio. With a few complications ofcourse. Having a place for it is the worst part. Missed out on a perfect building last year, 'cause of wrong people owning it. It was the cutest run-down house ever, and I really wanted to make a project out of restoring it. Ah well...
Found out about another place, not a separate building, but a room in a bigger place with lots of different activity-rooms or whatever it was. I didn't like the sound of that, so left it on ice. And now, going to school, I have to put the whole project aside.
I'd actually rather work on the project, but a girl gotta work, right? Can't get anywhere today with a proper education today and I've always been curious in how people work socially and mentally.
And then gaming... I've been quite low on that for some time now. Although I got to try the new Mario game for Wii, and totally fell inlove. I threw all what-ifs aside and bought it emedietly. And also then I realized how long it was since I played a game like that. Cramping hand!
Though I always love multiplayer games, and as long as people keep playing with me I shall keep to gaming! So I've started to keep an eye out for upcoming games, maybe even those for 1 player. Mhm!
SO THERE. B*tch's back in town. For now...
Yarr, me hearties!
Just watched it at the cinema last night.
I've been not too happy about the whole Transformers film thingy, and didn't have too high expectations. Luckily for me there weren't many things that bothered me about the film, it was great!
And ooh when Optimus Prime (Childhood hero/god) appeared for the first time in the film my heart went all rapid and aahhh brought a tear to my eye. I really liked that scene.
The music was nice too, really majestic making it all seem hugher and cooler than it already was.
But don't go listen to my thoughts about it if you haven't seen it yet. Make your own opinion about it, maybe you won't like it as much (or at all) as I did. Though for me that old spark for Transformers once again flared brightly and will do for a long time to come.
All hail Optimus Prime!
I've moved, yay! ...again. This time to the bottom floor so I have my own tiniest little backyard which I'll throw some BBQ and smoke in my friends flat (she lives right ontop of mine).
We're not allowed to grill where I live, but who the hell cares. If I want to BBQ then I will surely grill whatever happens to land upon my grill!
I also got to take my cat home. If anyone remembers my cutest little darling cat Zelda (piccie in some older blog of mine) and I don't have to feel alone in this god forsaken hellhole as much now. Me sa love her.
I got no internet yet though, so I'm sneaking up to my aunt's computer every now and then to check my mail... again. Did that last time I had no net. And the time before that. I bet she'll put up some kind of alarm by the computer, making a horrible noise whenever I come close to it. *checks for alarm-ish looking stuff* Nothing here yet though. >.>
And also, which I wanted to post earlier when it was done, I got my very first tattoo a few weeks ago. 4 small pawprints on the right side of my neck, and yes I will post a piccie of it as soon as my lazy ass sister will send it to me and my own lazy ass will host it on the net.
Whenever I get my net again I'm sure I'll pester your lives here on C3 more often. I miss ya all, love ya all as much... more or less. Maybe more less, err less more? Um... Where was I? Ehh, shhh.
Well, after the christmas failure I finally got some fun...
I'm out, with friends, partying. My sister kinda forced me to join, and I thank her for that. It feels good and wooohie I'm drunk again. Long time since last time.
I'm sitting by the computer at our party friends place choosing music (Edguy ofcourse) and decided to make a happier blog than last time.
I'm fine and having fun. And I love you all, even the new kitts who have no idea (yet) how weird I can be.
Well, party on!!
What the hell is wrong with me?
Is it impossible for me to get a friend who I can trust and share my inner most deepest thoughts with?
This is getting very annoying. I have stopped counting on how many times a "friend" of mine betrayed me. So many things, some that I had a hard time to share with her, and she does this... She might aswell tell the whole fucking world that I was born in hell and have come to earth to plant a seed of hatred in all humans so one day a war will destroy all living things...
But ofcourse, she is not the only one to blame. I guess I might be that evil biatch that I've been called a few times. Even though I've always thought myself as a good person, I might just be totally wrong about that.
Christmas eve, the day we Swedes celebrate chirstmas is not for me this year. I'm staying home in my smallest apartment in the world, also called hiddenhellhole. My family will go to my grannys place and watch Donald Duck's christmas crap on TV, eat tasty christmasfood and open pressies...
This year, all that wont be for me.
I've been betrayed, I've spoken things not meant to sound so harsh, but I think I can't say anything without saying it in a mean or harsh way.
This time I can't forgive her, I'm hurting too much...
The past week haven't been easy on me. This week seems to be just like it, but in some ways worse.
Maybe you don't remember, or even read the blog I did about my pet rat Pebbles, the one with the lump behind her front leg.
Anyways, I now know she is very ill.
Our vet was on vacation at that time, but he has come back and the phonecall has been made. At 16:30 pm (Swedish time) me and my sister will go there with Pebbles and thus her time has come to finally meet her destiny.
I can't say I wont cry. Heck, I'm crying already, when writing this very blog.
I loved her company, as I loved her. My life isn't the best and a small amount of time spent with others doesn't make it easier. But when I came home I knew there was atleast one living soul that actually appreciated me being there.
Sure...it was probably for the food and all, but still...any friendly company is good company.
I don't even know why I actually did this blog, probably to torture the reader some more with my awefull spelling and CAC things.
...for me to say... YEEEHAAAAAW!!! I got my new computer, my own...my precious!
For soo long Ive been waiting for my new computer, and now its here. I still havent got internet connection to my own apartment but thats just a matter of time.
Im sitting in my mums kitchen with my new and almost-as-sexy-as-my-PS2 computer. Its kinda big and takes upp 1/4 of mums kitchen (small kihchen), but since she was so curious about this gadget of mine she allowed me to install it here. She is soo nice, I love my mum.
Anyways, I had alot of problem installing the internet to it. I tried all day yesterday but it didnt work. Tired and sad I went home to watch my two new movies which I noticed that Tom Cruise stars in both of them....weird.
Today I got up, ate something and went down to my mums place. I emedietly tried to install the net and guess what... IT WORKS!! No more crappy ass crap laptop that doesnt work correctly! Im freee!!!
...well, almost. When I get internet up to my place then Im REALLY free.
Anyways, again, prepare to get overrun by me at Cubed3 again. I will return to my lair here and wait for the right moment to strike down on the new kitts entering.
Nah, just kidding. But I will be here more often now, so go hide if that bothers you.
*Dancing of joy*/Sheena AKA Miss Sheen
Okay, once again something stupid has happened in my life.
At first I thought of just not think about it but after that day I cant get it out of my mind.
From the begining:
I was house- and dogsitting at my sisters place and thought I got the time to play WoW for a while.
But my baby cousin, 11 years in oct, was joining me. She wanted to play WoW but I thought that it would be a bad idea since it isnt neither my computer nor account.
So, she played the NES and did other stuff. The day went by, we went out with the doggies many times since the other one is old and got this problem making her pee way more than normal.
The night went by, my aunt called waking me up early so I could walk the dogs and give them their medicine and stuff. I went to the computer, around 10:00 am, and let my cousin sleep.
She woke up it was about 12:00 so I told her to get something to eat. After a while she sat down to watch me play and really enjoyed it. We talked, hade a good time and then I decided to makes us something to eat. After that she asked If we shouldt walk the old dog, I said we could atleast wait half an hour. She asked if it was okay for her to take the dog out and ofcourse I allowed, who wouldt?
That day also passed, she asked to walk the dog one more time and around 20:00 my sister and her guy came home. My mum and aunt came to pick us up and we went home later on. No problem that day what so ever, right?
Not exactly...the day after, my mum calls me saying we needed to talk. Since I was still in bed we talked over the phone.
Apparently I was a bitch for FORCING my cousin to walk the dog... That was what my aunt had said to my mum.
I thought "What the hell?!"
I had never forced anyone to do anything! She ASKED ME if it was okay for her to walk the damn dog, not the other way round! And I had definatly not forced her!
Mum belived me, she had called just to hear my side of the story.
That wasnt the first time my AUNT, my own RElATIVE, talked behind my back, saying things about me making my mum sad.
After we hung up I couldnt hold it in anymore. After all shit that happened in my life, all bullshit people keep blaming me for. I got soo angry! If I had something sharp in my hand that day I know I would have done something really bad.
Instead I cried. Damn how I cried. For several hours.
A friend, Okami here on C3, called me on the phone. I was about to say something when a new river of tears made me choke, being unable to talk. After a while when I had calmed down a bit I told her everything. I started to cry again and she tried to comfort me the best she could over the phone.
After that I havent talked to my cousin neither my aunt.
This happened last week, so it havent been too long, but I wont have anything to do with them ever again...
Teehee, I just had to say this. And I dont know whats takes up bigger space so I decided to make a blog instead of a thread.
Hrm hrm... Cubed3 has been mentioned in lots Swedish game magazines.
It was an article about Nintendo Wii and somehow C3 got mentioned. Probably cuz of all the news.
I havent read the article, a friend of mine told me about it *chough* Okami here on C3 *chough* but I will read it when I can get a hold of that magazine (whichever she meant).
Just thought you all should know, if you didnt already...
AND...! Sephi lives on with me...as a header image to my blogs. Yay!
EDIT: The credits for what magazine had to be fixed. Was way more than one so...
Oh mother...I just drank some milk that I have longed for all week...and now...IT TASTES JUST AS A COW SMELLS!! I would understand if it tasted like milk does when it comes right from the cow but it tasted just as the COW, NOT as the milk!
Great, it ruined my mood for this day. If I want milk, they better make it taste GOOD, NOT as a damn cow! Urgh...
I havent had any milk for several days and now the whole milk-box is ruined by this disgusting milk! I just wanted to drink it and enjoy the taste.
Guess its back to water and everything ELSE than milk.