Sheena's Blog

So like...

After jumping between a wide variation of jobs (all from cleaning toilets to butching) for some time now without really knowing what it is that I want to do I decided to pick up where I left off before that.
I'm studying to become a psychologist!
Yes, I will become a brainwasher, nyahaha. Aiming to get into college this autum, and for the first time in my life I look forward to school.

I've also started my project of fixing an art studio. With a few complications ofcourse. Having a place for it is the worst part. Missed out on a perfect building last year, 'cause of wrong people owning it. It was the cutest run-down house ever, and I really wanted to make a project out of restoring it. Ah well...
Found out about another place, not a separate building, but a room in a bigger place with lots of different activity-rooms or whatever it was. I didn't like the sound of that, so left it on ice. And now, going to school, I have to put the whole project aside.
I'd actually rather work on the project, but a girl gotta work, right? Can't get anywhere today with a proper education today and I've always been curious in how people work socially and mentally.

And then gaming... I've been quite low on that for some time now. Although I got to try the new Mario game for Wii, and totally fell inlove. I threw all what-ifs aside and bought it emedietly. And also then I realized how long it was since I played a game like that. Cramping hand!
Though I always love multiplayer games, and as long as people keep playing with me I shall keep to gaming! So I've started to keep an eye out for upcoming games, maybe even those for 1 player. Mhm!

SO THERE. B*tch's back in town. For now...
Yarr, me hearties!

Transformers the movie!

Just watched it at the cinema last night.

I've been not too happy about the whole Transformers film thingy, and didn't have too high expectations. Luckily for me there weren't many things that bothered me about the film, it was great!
And ooh when Optimus Prime (Childhood hero/god) appeared for the first time in the film my heart went all rapid and aahhh brought a tear to my eye. I really liked that scene.
The music was nice too, really majestic making it all seem hugher and cooler than it already was.

But don't go listen to my thoughts about it if you haven't seen it yet. Make your own opinion about it, maybe you won't like it as much (or at all) as I did. Though for me that old spark for Transformers once again flared brightly and will do for a long time to come.

All hail Optimus Prime!

14th time

I've moved, yay! ...again. This time to the bottom floor so I have my own tiniest little backyard which I'll throw some BBQ and smoke in my friends flat (she lives right ontop of mine).
We're not allowed to grill where I live, but who the hell cares. If I want to BBQ then I will surely grill whatever happens to land upon my grill!

I also got to take my cat home. If anyone remembers my cutest little darling cat Zelda (piccie in some older blog of mine) and I don't have to feel alone in this god forsaken hellhole as much now. Me sa love her.

I got no internet yet though, so I'm sneaking up to my aunt's computer every now and then to check my mail... again. Did that last time I had no net. And the time before that. I bet she'll put up some kind of alarm by the computer, making a horrible noise whenever I come close to it. *checks for alarm-ish looking stuff* Nothing here yet though. >.>

And also, which I wanted to post earlier when it was done, I got my very first tattoo a few weeks ago. 4 small pawprints on the right side of my neck, and yes I will post a piccie of it as soon as my lazy ass sister will send it to me and my own lazy ass will host it on the net.

Whenever I get my net again I'm sure I'll pester your lives here on C3 more often. I miss ya all, love ya all as much... more or less. Maybe more less, err less more? Um... Where was I? Ehh, shhh.

Woohoo!!

Well, after the christmas failure I finally got some fun...

I'm out, with friends, partying. My sister kinda forced me to join, and I thank her for that. It feels good and wooohie I'm drunk again. Long time since last time.

I'm sitting by the computer at our party friends place choosing music (Edguy ofcourse) and decided to make a happier blog than last time.

I'm fine and having fun. And I love you all, even the new kitts who have no idea (yet) how weird I can be.

Well, party on!!

No trust...

What the hell is wrong with me?
Is it impossible for me to get a friend who I can trust and share my inner most deepest thoughts with?
This is getting very annoying. I have stopped counting on how many times a "friend" of mine betrayed me. So many things, some that I had a hard time to share with her, and she does this... She might aswell tell the whole fucking world that I was born in hell and have come to earth to plant a seed of hatred in all humans so one day a war will destroy all living things...

But ofcourse, she is not the only one to blame. I guess I might be that evil biatch that I've been called a few times. Even though I've always thought myself as a good person, I might just be totally wrong about that.

Christmas eve, the day we Swedes celebrate chirstmas is not for me this year. I'm staying home in my smallest apartment in the world, also called hiddenhellhole. My family will go to my grannys place and watch Donald Duck's christmas crap on TV, eat tasty christmasfood and open pressies...
This year, all that wont be for me.
I've been betrayed, I've spoken things not meant to sound so harsh, but I think I can't say anything without saying it in a mean or harsh way.
This time I can't forgive her, I'm hurting too much...
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