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Interesting

Now Playing: a song guessing game
Now Listening to: From The Inside - Linkin Park

I was going through the Retro section of the games ((cause that's where most of my games come from)) and I noticed something. Listed is Tetris for the GB but for the NES, same with Dragon Warrior I, II, and III. I also find it interesting that Pokemon Yellow is not listed.

There are some other games, but they are quite obscure...such as Dejavu, Maniac Mansion, Silent Service, PinBot, and Werewolf. While I admit that I only really enjoy PinBot out of my more obscure games, I wonder if anyone has heard of these other titles. But this is just me off in my own little world wondering why no one has heard of these obscure games ((like Silent Service..a submarine game)).

Well...that's my rant for the night ^_^ Buenos noches.

New event

Now Watching: Death Race 2000

Well, other than the fact that I haven't be posting very much at all and haven't been visiting as often as I used to, but I'm not at home and on the slowest Mac ever ((it's my dad's)). I have recently got my ears pierced! It's my second time getting it done and first time with the needle and I can honestly say I like the needle much better. Also, these people at Hardcore in London ((Ontario)) actually gave me useful advise ((unlike the person that did it the first time..gave me shit advise)). Well that's all for now...oh and I got a livejournal...why must I keep conforming?

Promise

Now Playing: Dynasty Warriors 5
Now Listening to: God Is A DJ and Stupid Girls - Pink
Now Watching: nothing good on TV on a weekday

"With this ring, I give you a promise. With this promise, I give you my heart. With my heart, I give you my soul. With my soul, I give you my life."

If you are comfused, I am refering to my boyfriend and the silver promise ring he's getting me. I love him ever so muchly ^_^ I can't wait to see him again ^_^

Stargate

Now Playing: look for more videos
Now Listening to: Star Trekkin - The Firm
Now Watching: Stargate SG1 video on YouTube

No, I'm not watching it. Instead, I am watching random Stargate videos on YouTube, all of which make me laugh, such as http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5XsTURTqxHE and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srZB3X2k4LU .

I have never been so happy to see stuff invovling Stargate, and the last one amuses my little sis as she also enjoys Star Trekkin by The Firm. Well, that's all from me till the end of the weekend, in which I will have a muchly cencored blog Smilie

This is Rowen Wind, over and out.

Boys of Summer

Actually, only 1 boy. My bf. I finally got to see him ^_^ it was just this past weekend and we made up for the 2 months of dating online. After I get back from my trip to Mexico on the 14th, we are planning on meeting up again soon after that. It was sssssoooooooo fun ^_^ We played a lot of Dynasty Warriors 5 and never spent more than 2 minutes apart....save the time we actually slept.....though for the 3 nights he was over....he slept on the floor the 1st and 2rd nights ^_^

I am now currently wearing his favourite shirt and am reading an RPG book on the Storytelling game Exalted. Well....back to my book and waiting for mein Alex to come back online.

Rumors

Now Playing: the waiting game
Now Listening to: what ever random stuff I pull up on WMP
Now Watching: the screen

They are so fun. There is a rumor about a friend of mine being pregnant. How it got to the school I will never know. She used being pregnant as an excuse for quitting her jobs at Tim Hortons. So far, I'm the first one to ask her if it's true. It obviously isn't unless you can get pregnant from a lot of making-out now. But she actually doesn't care that so many people think it's true. She finds it really funny (especially since I'm the only one to ask if it was true).

Well, back to joking with this friend about it and my new MSN name change...

Edit: it's not much of a rumor anymore cause now every knows it's not true....but there is always the self-fullfilling prophacy thing that could be going on!!

Emo time!

Now Playing: let's not do work in Camani's class
Now Listening to: #1 Crush - Garbage (and random radio stuff)
Now Watching: other people do their work

Man...I am so freaking depressed right now! I did something yesterday that realy hurt my boyfriend. This was completely unintentional! To give some background, my boyfriend lives 2 hours away. The group of guys I was hanging out with are mostly pervs and I tend to get carried away with my actions. All the stuffed that happened around those guys was PG-13, so I should be ok, right? Wrong. I'm emotionally killing myself because I feel so bad about what I did to him. I feel like I betrayed my love for teasing a bunch of horny guys. I love my boyfriend so much, but it ways so heavily on my mind that I cry at random points in time. I can't stop thinking about him and it's almost gotten to the point where I can' get any work done.

As a point, I'm suppossed to be doing Art work right now.

I should stop letting this get to me or, as a friend says, it will get much worse faster.

I shall continue my emo rants some other time.

Damn Valentine's Day

Now Listening to: Spending My Time - Roxette

Recently a friend of mine suggested that they were going to commit suicide....I haven't heard from this friend for days.....It hurts cause the only way we communicated was IMing each other.....I feel the same way about a friend who lives a little closer cause we haven't spoken (literally) for a while. I know they both still really love another friend...but I don't know what to do......I care about them so much but there is literally nothing I can do!

It hurts cause all I can do is sit here at the computer and spill my guts....metaphorically speaking of course....It's like they are part of my family...part of me that's dying....and there's nothing I can do but let my eyes burn from the tears.....

The Game Of Life

Now Playing: nuttin'
Now Listening to: M*A*S*H
Now Watching: M*A*S*H

First off, I apologize for any "loud" language I use....I don't feel like using big, smart sounding words....

To start this little rant/rave thing, my absolute favourite song of all time will always be Suicide Is Painless. For anyone that's seen the movie M*A*S*H knows that song. Anyway, I was listening to it on the bus and trying to make up this post in my head, as I often do. This will never come out like it did in my head, but I don't care.

I am sick and fucking tired of my mom bitching about how she wants use to be her definition of classy. That's all that pretty, $600 dollar shit that's for those fucking anorexic bitches at my school. My definition is all black stuff that'll hide the few extra pounds I've stored up incase she decides that I'm not allowed food cause I need to control my fucking attitude. The funny thing though, my deffinition of classy equals cheap. For her to be happy with my clothing, we need the cash we don't have. She doesn't have a job and the only reason I get to eat is cause my grampa loves us and she has a boyfriend.

Problem number 2! He's married with 3 kids and Catholic. I also feel like she's trying to relplace my dad! That's not fucking cool! I haven't even got over the divorce yet, no matter what I tell her. The funny thing is, she believes everything I say, even though she knows I often lie to her. She's so clueless I could start taking money from her again (bad habit I have). These days the only thing she talks about is him! I don't care what he did what day! To make this problem worse, he's coming over Friday morning. I refuse to have him upstairs!! If I have to, I'll lok myself in the main bedroom!

Next problem. Lif doesn't feel real anymore. It never did. I have no happy memories. The happest few days of my life have been poisoned. Someone knows what I'm talking about. Anytime I've had a happy memory, I find someway to ruin it with all the bad things that happened involving that person. My favourite pastime is drifting of into one off my insane fantasies. It doesn't help. I hide from everything that's real, hoping these fantasies, that I know will never become real life, will become real. It's not real anymore! If I weren't such a chicken shit about pain, I'd do everything in my power to prove to myself I'm still alive.

On the plus side, I plan to shave my head Thursday night, without my mom finding out! Is this a good idea? I think so....ma hairs is been annoying me to a point. But please, you opinion on my desision to remove my hair...and vill my mudder be of the pissed mind?

Major fun with PSW Training

Now Listening to: the TV, of course
Now Watching: Stargate SG1

Well, I cetainly found out things I didn't need to know. But first off, the bus ride down to the Tim Hortons camp in Parry Sound was pretty boring. Nothing really happened. But they had coffee. I was so happy. I had 3 french vanilla and Coke (not mixed together). I'm, like, realy jumpy right now and I probably won't be able to sleep tonight.
We had self-esteem workshop and activity before lunch. Then we did a cultural diversety workshop that caused me to be left out. On the bright side, I have a new friend who is also in my college level law class.
The bus ride back, I can't say anything. We agreed that "What happens on the bus stays on the bus." Though that was the most interesting part of the trip. I shall tell a select few through MSN and maybe AIM if I'm feeling up to opening it up.

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